So I’m sitting in Kalli’s living room with Sam and Kalli, Kalli’s house has been the best part of this weekend. I got to hang out with my two best friends at one point, and Sam! hah. I went on tumblr alot, and watched alot of movies. I have ti wirk again today, yesterday at work was really slow, and I think today will be worst. I hope I get off work a little early. I miss Billy, so after work I’m gonna go see him :D I’m excited. so it’s eight or nine more days before my birthday, I’m excited to turn eight-teen and get my tattoo! but pretty sure everyones going to forget my birthday, cause it’s right by graduation. Oh well. I hope my mom gets me a mac book!
I’m so sick of people thinking I’m stupid, because I’m not really. It makes me really sad and upset, like four years ago I acted kind of crazy and all over the place, I can see someone looking at me like that and thinking I’m acting stupid. Usually I like to keep to myself, unless I’m with Courtney, Kalli, and Billy. I’m done with shitty people. Don’t talk to me anymore, my stupid might rub off on you.
My weekend is so unsure. I wish I knew what I wanted to do. On Friday I decided I’m going to DTE and see Eddie Money. Some cos girls are going, Lindsey might go, and I’m going with Courtney, it should be fun :D Then Saturday I’m going to BLEDFEST! There is some good bands playing, I’m excited. After the show I’m gonna drive up-north, pretty sure, I just don’t want to go by myself, but everyone else is doing something. Oh well.
My boss is geting pissy with me cause I asked for so many days off in June, I feel kinda bad. I asked for prom, Billy’s graduation day, my graduation day, my birthday, my graduation party, kalli’s graduation day.. I can’t remember all of them, theres some in july to.
On my birthday I’m going to get a new tattoo! I’m excited, I kind of want two done at the same time. I’m getting “Nevermore” on my finger, then I want something else, but I’m unsure of it, I know I cant afford to start my arm piece yet, I was thinking I could get my twin sisters name on my other foot, “Kathleen Marie” in some nice font. I don’t know yet. Maybe the toe tattoos I was thinking of, or the ones behind my ears…
I bought dishes for mine and courts apartment. They look like there from the 70’s, but there newer, I bought them from the Sal, 14$ for a 31 dishes! wooo! Katie and I didn’t go to OTC I still feel like shit /: whatever, tomorrow I’ll suck it up, I can’t miss any more cos…anddd I’m excited for tomorrow! I get to see Billy all day :D
Everyone is getting sick :[ Me, Katie, Court, Kalli, and Billy, eh this sucks. I feel like shit. Anyways tmrw I told this girl that I would do her hair, but I really don’t want to cause she dosn’t want to pay me up front, she want’s to pay me in like two weeks, I’m like “Balls!” hah, and pretty sure I don’t have enough Bleach to do her hair anyways, ohhh well. So I’m going to apply at some places for a new job, because McDonalds stresses me out, and makes me unhappy. Prom is stressing me out to, cause there’s like 5 other people who are asking me to sit at the table with my group thingy, okay, were going to be sitting down for like 40 minuets, no biggie. At my prom dinner table it’s going to be me, Billy, Kalli, Courtney, Ashley, Robby, CeCe, Cody, Chad, and Chelsea, just to clear that up. There’s one open seat, and I think everyone is going to Depot park to take pictures. My prom dress should be here tmrw night! woo! I’m excited. Oh, and tmrw I’m going to look at some apartments I believe. Tmrw should be a good day.
Day 5 favorite quote “It’s unfortunate that I can’t choke someone without going to jail.” - Doug, the coolest person ever.
I’m failig that 30 day thing, oh well, I’m going t do it anyways.
DOUG IS THE BEST PERSON EVER! FUCKINGMETAL. LAMB OF GOD PLAYS WHENEVER HE WALKS INTO A ROOM. YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW. HE’S GETTING A BACK PIECE OF FUCKING MEDUSA. HE’S IN A FUCKING METAL BAND. HE HAD A GFB DOWN TO HIS STERNUM.
he was in a metal band, before he went to jail for being a bad-ass! hah oh mcdonalds.
I need a change, I hate my job so much. It makes me really unhappy most of the time. I like most of the people i work with, and i get alot of hours, I’ve been working there for way to long. It kind of surprises me how long I’ve worked there, cause i always need change. I got my mom orchids for mothers-day, I think she will like them, cause her last one died. I’ve wanted french toast for a few days now, but I’m too lazy to make it. Last night i was really tired, but Billy wanted me to come over to have a cute night, I got there and hung out with him and Robby for a little bit, then Robby left and I fell asleep, really, really fast. Billy woke me up at like noon, I left and stoped by Courtneys to make things better. Shes my best friend, and I love her, alot. I want to buy that juicy purse some time this week. I exchanged my grey prom dress for a white one, I’m sad about it, but what can I do? I think it’s going to look like Billy and I are getting married or some shit, cause my dress is white. Katie and I are almost eight-teen! woo! I’m so fucking excited to get another tattoo. I think i want the one on my finger first, and another one on my foot to start with. I don’t know when I’m going to start my half sleeve. Moving out is stressing me out a little, everything will work out though. I decided I need to start buying shit for my apartment now, like dishes, and random stuff like that, a clock haha. My parents got a wedding invatation in the mail from there friends, and on the invite it says B.Y.O.B. LOLOLOLOLOLOL oh man, I just think that is too funny. I’m done for now, I have to go to work /:
I feel like latly I’ve been ignoring my fur-child Jenny. I’m going to go cuddle with him [:
Today kinda fucking sucked, work sucked, my ankles are puffy, Phoenix keeps tweeting about Disney stars, I took out my industral bar, and I’m tired of my job. It could be worst. I’m happy that I get paid tomorrow, and it made me happy when Billy called me this morning. Courtney and I are starting to plan moving out in the summer, I’m scared and nervous, but it has to happen some day. Tomorrow I’m cutting Kalli’s hair at school. I’m excited to shave her head. She is a fucking bad-ass bitch, and thats why I love her.
cheesy eggs, with ketchup ludo and la dispute seeing old friends around more often drinking and spice shows and partys my best fwiend kalli being a bad-ass more tattos and piercings i’m almost eight-teen almost done with high school sleepovers with billy apartment shopping almost one thousand hours at cos